今天是六一儿童节诶!! 怎么现在才发现, tsk tsk

都是chem organic test搞的, 幸亏今年chem是从redox开始学然后学的是calculation的那些units,最后才是organic, 要不然我肯定在第一个test完就drop了 -_-''

这次考的太惨了啊, 又有那种很"有心无力"的感觉, not a good feeling at all, 刚开始的naming还好, digging into my memory, I still sorta have an idea on how to do them. 然后就爽了，＂哪两个organic　compounds在一起都nail　polish　remover的smell＂　呃．．．不会，　next,　什么amine，（唯一逃的一堂chem，就讲的这个，反正我是跟amino相关的是什么都不会，　然后考试里还有很多这个．．．．-_-''）后面还有一堆关于polymer的, 我是连问什么都没搞太清楚, 不过也没关系,就是知道问什么也不知道怎么answer, 所以doesn't matter.

对啊, I did leave half of the test paper blank, there's no need for guessing, dont argue with me on this, if u can guess right for an organic polymer, then go ahead, I can't.

And since I left half of the test blank, I seriously had a lot of time left, there's really nothing for me to do, so to kill time, I was counting my marks to see if I can pass.....-_-''  and after like 20 minutes, I came to a conclution that if I get ALL the things I wrote down on the test right, then I'll be barelly passing, hahaha, man, I'm basically saying I failed for sure.

 

man, I can't believe myself, I did this again, going to a test without preparing at all..... well, in this case, I started studying from 10:30 to 12:00 the very day of the test. But this is worse than not preparing at all. It's like I look at a question, I know it's in my notebook, the one I was holding half an hr ago, but I didn't look at it!!! This feeling is worse, b/c the answer was right in front of me 30 minutes ago, and I chose not to look at it.  eh... hate this

 

So enough whining about the screwed up test, I'm gonna move on to the consequences of this/these screwed up test(s). From midterm to final, I have 19 marks for 2 courses to drop, it means that if the sum of marks dropped for the 2 courses is within 19 marks, I'll still be in the same scholarship range.  BUT now, it's getting so freaking close to 19 marks, or more...... Which basically is the same as saying, hey, I just lost 1k!!!!!!

 

Hey, ppl, dont worry, I'm not crazy.

 

I wonder why is every single one of my blog entry so long....

 

ok, moving on....

I know that pretty much every single thing we do comes with an oppotunity cost(the cost of doing this thing, but not doing something instead), so yeah, what I did is (only for a couple of weeks) sleep 'til 11 am everyday, and what I should have done instead is studying, and if we put a dollar value on my oppotunity cost, it would be 1000 bucks, since I'm very close to lose the sholarship...T_T, oh! no, more than that, since I applied that queen aiming for the top scholarship, that's usually 3000 bucks......WTF? am I about to lose 4000 bucks?????   There should be a sholarship called "dropping to the bottom", I bet I'll get that one for sure~

 

There's nothing I'm more obsessed with than money,  and I think I'm about to lose 4000 bucks, imagine the pain.......

 

yeah,yeah, u may say: the semester hasn't ended yet, it's not too late. True, unless I manage to have 48 hrs in one day, or I wont have enough time to finish everything I pushed to the last day.  Btw, ppl in my chem ISP group, just a reminder, our 40 minutes presentation is next friday, and we haven't even started yet......

 

好了，我回首完了，展望一下吧

I dont want my marks to drop below the point where I lose 4k. So I'm gonna start doing some work, hopefully. 

I dont have any expection about what life in university will be like yet, I just hope they have a bigger swimming pool. 

Oh, yeah, living with an artist is something to look forward to, ha~

dont have any fun plans for the summer yet, gonna take accounting in summer school, (if they dont cancel the course), and if I do, I'll have to get up at 6:30 or 7am every weekday. But it's ok, I rather be busy and have something to do than just stay home.  And I know a good and cheap restaurant in that area, which means I dont have to eat instant noodles everyday like what I'm doing right now. 

So yeah, summer school should keep me occupied for the first month, and I'll need to find something to do for August.  No, spending time with my boyfriend is not an option, since he's never gonna have time.  And Shirley's going back to China,  Dian dian's probably gonna spend everyday with her bf planning on how their sweet sweet future is gonna be like.  So I probably wont see her that often.  And Jenny, donno what she's gonna do during summer, hope she doesn't fly off to another country or suddenly meet a new guy and play the "ignore all my girlfriends" game.  Ha, jenny, dont hit me~~

oh, wait, there's something I should do in August ----getting my G2, man, I'm good at postponing things.  As for the car I was gonna buy, that's loooooonnnnnggg story, basically I haven't decided yet.

 

OK, there, if u read up to this line, I have to say I admire u.  You will be so successful in doing things that requires a lot of patience.  Ahahaha!  good luck everybody~~